You never realize how worthless you are as a person until it's thrown in your face by your own mother. They say it hurts to hear the truth . . . they're right. It hurts so much but you have to take it and deal with it. And if you can't deal with it then you can always write some selfish little note and put a barrel in your mouth. I suggest the mouth, pointed right at the roof, and pull the trigger. Believe me, you'll think you're doing the right thing by getting it over with and so will a lot of people; but you'll be missed and mourned. You're loved but it hurts. No one is perfect and you sure as hell aren't. You have to learn to live with your faults. But you aren't the only one that has to learn. Others have to learn to deal with you, to give you your peace and not just expect you to be the one to get over yourself.

It's not really fair to expect only one party to deal with it and be allowed to feel all smug and moral for being right. Both are going to have to deal or leave each other the fuck alone. It takes two to tango after all. Don't expect one person to change their way just because you don't think they should be a certain way.

If you don't like the way they are why the hell don't you ask them why they are that way and fucking listen to them once in awhile? It'd be nice to be listened to for a change instead of yelled at about how worthless they are. It'd save time, sore throats, and rifts.

And the first person that tells me I'm being fucking emo and just need to get over it; Thanks, but don't. I just don't care if you think I'm being emo. I just don't care if you think I ought to get a life. Really, I just don't care that much about you and your opinions unless you are a close friend or family. (and most my friends are like family to me.)

If you all you have to say to me is something sarcastic or hateful then take it somewhere else. I just don't care. But hey, if you feel the need to say it anyway, go ahead. No I won't delete your comment but I sure as hell isn’t going to waste my time on replying to you. It's pointless and I serious don't care for another fight. I'm not going to defend myself because I SERIOUSLY know I'm at fault here and there.

So fuck off, yeah?